You will get a disease..

Email from Dad: 

**WARNING: Explicit Language**

Subject: Daughter 

"How are you? I'm doing better most of the time, You are my very lost child and it hurts and there has never been anything I can do about it but look as I'm always made out to being bad and Never having a say or combat it, even made to look bad for Caring for my own (kidnapped) child?? I've Always Cared and been tore apart over it until I met you and seen what she did to your brain and of course who can handle that? What have they done to your brain to ever make a parent bad for caring so much for they kid who was basically killed off by a selfish mother and I made you out to being a little saint all your life, just as anyone does or speaks of the dead? Why don't you ever get anything or your moms action after being busted or even yours? Understand mine because what was Really done to me? Please grow up because all I can do is hurt so much more intensely since I found what they caused you to say and do! The daughter who I've cared about more than anything on the planet as you were all I ever had in life and cared about for a very long time, sorry people cling to family and who you would think would care about you no matter what especially if they knew what the other parent did to them. Family is the only in life people normally really care about and when you get older it is more so. Sorry I ever cared and can never be like the cold rotten dads you've only known and will probably always end up treating all men like your mom has and ended up alone for a very long time before it made her wake up! You are So Cold Just Like her when you think you should be or have reason to that is a horrible way to be. There is Never a reason to be that cold almost to anyone! You'll see when you have a child and expect to be able to protect it and someone takes your child and tells you she never wants it to know any of your family so no harm done as she lies and brain washes your own flesh and blood much to never wanted to know you and said that before we ever met and you jumped on what you could misconstrue and turn into what you could deem a reason to go back to the only thing you ever felt so you could be sickly cold blooded and NEVER being anything close to trying to be understanding to what I was saying. I never like talking about what blacks did to me because as you seen it really starts making me mad but I was trying to get you to understand my sorry ass life no one seems to give a shit about me then or you now, I was abandon and it killed me what your mom done to you/us an made you think I did you! It hits deeper than anything and why I'm so pissed when everything ever said and done has been all from mom lies mostly just to save face, she would do and say anything to keep you from hating her for what she plainly did to me because of Madison's dad mainly. You will Never understand or care to and only be ruined against your own family Never talking it over with me with no trust or compassion! Only live with hate and never can have a relationship if you always so judgmental and that means your full of prejudices! Your the most prejudice stuck up girl I ever seen? I'm your dad and really care about it but your so bad you won't even talk to your own dad, Never ever have really, almost did at first until you let everyone ruin you because of your moms lies to everyone and her trying to save face! If anyone knew the truth and me they would be at my door and wanting me over when ever I could. You have no clue what your loosing out on for the Rest Of Your Life? That might be why you don't want to know I guess because you know I'm a good person, probably too good that you never been around before, even Max is not even that great and pretty much heartless and only used you to make him look good for his fiance, you don't know people at all or how they All use you, even your friends, even your bot friends only want one thing, if you wasn't such a horny toad obviously you would know if you ever never gave them some for awhile and if they hung around then they really care for you if you make them think for real there not getting any for a very long time, if they don't they really don't like you, only what they know what they can get. Your messed up and will get a disease you know messing around and there is a bunch out there that you will never be able to have children if you get much less die from others. All girls or way more wanting guys attention and doing it right away who have daddy issues. You know what you sound and look like? The last time I was waiting to pick you up you was going on like you was a huge slut, I don't know if you know what you sound and look like like when you was talking to your room mate, you obviously wanted him to think he could do you if he wanted as your the wild thing and always run off screwing guys you don't know for days. That's how I took it and seen he took it that way also. He seemed like a really nice upstanding guy and you will never get a guy like that acting like that. Your going to start looking like your a girl with something doing stuff like that. You were acting like you ran off and was staying with some guy for day because he hadn't seen you in days but know you weren't and you think your wild and that's cool your crazy, that is not how guys take that inside, maybe out side for you. I think it was when your sister came home. I can't figure out just about everything if I want to and see what and why you do what you do and your so lost and messed up from not having a Good respectable Dad to help you in life, tell you things your mom never can, well your mom has had it wrong most of her life as her life proves it. I think the only thing she was good at is raising small children but then her brain doesn't understand people and life after that much. I been meeting new people every day cutting hair and like now talking to every kind of people there is all day long selling real estate, use to sell cars all the time when I was young, I know people better than all of you put together. I know you want to be and look like a good girl but your so off, been raised so naively about so much it's really pathetic. I know I'm a bit too protective and say too much and might even ruin being free feeling because I seen too much but in this world you have to hear and know about this world an what's it's really all about. Just like girls say things they'd never say or let on to a guy goes the same with guys that you obviously never heard before and same with blacks and it all makes me so sad being so easily manipulated by everyone and I seen in you a deep down good girl I never was prouder to know but God your so lost and miss led it makes me want to cry. Got to go, I love and care for you so much! Love Dad"

-Feb. 10, 2013 11:09PM

Ruin me!

Text from Dad: 

"You were held Captive! Same exact thing as Kidnapped! How do u not get it or me or think the one who held u captive won't keep u deceived 2 save face & Ruin me!"

-Feb. 1, 2013 1:23AM

"She has spent ur life time deceiving u & ruining me in your eyes so I'll never matter & you'll never even be able to or want to think bad of her, only hate me?"

-Feb. 1, 2013 1:28AM 

Blood relatives are the Only Real relatives!

Text from Dad: 

"Does God matter to you? You're parents, only Real brother you have? If you can marry your brother then he really isn't your brother! Quit being srewedup &missi"

-Jan. 27, 2013 11:15AM

"Blood relatives are the Only Real relatives! Haven't you lived enough lies in your life time? Missed enough of who will matter most when you get older & wake up"

-Jan. 27, 2013 12:58PM 

"Guilt was my only defense against this unGodly evil thinking& u say y have trained yourself not to feel it? What options r left for a Dad of kidnapped child?"

-Jan. 27, 2013 7:36PM

Full of prejudices!

Email from Dad: 

**WARNING: Explicit language**

Subject: Never play with your only brother, Dad because you all full of prejudices!

"No Parent can handle kidnapped brain washed to hate you child U think? She caused that in you way before you ever met me and you even told me you would never want to do more than meet the dad you thought was so why you think that feeling would go away or not be pushed onto me? That is what you did as you wanted me to be a prejudice person that is nuts, I admit I get talking about all the prejudice things I seen and had happen to me and my friends and family and I start to be but I know I never am and never will be no matter who try's to make me. You have a Bunch done to you by any family, race or creed and you will not be talking well of them, that is why I never talk about it because it makes me so mad! and then your deemed a bad prejudice person of all who are like that, that is what your doing. Only excuses for you not being caring as you mom made you not feel anything for us, only deep down hatred that you don't realize and why you turn it into not liking me for, one day you will! One day you will appreciate a dad who cared for you, tried so hard to have you caring about your family that seems to be beyond your conscience that you said was able to turn off? That was all I had left to get thru to you but mom got it all worked out so we never matter as she said she would. You just never get it, anything? One day you will and it will hit you like a ton of bricks and make total sense! I tried to save you from it, who cares? None of your sisters! Talked to Madison's ass, boy what another messed up lied to winner? Lied to by you! When are you going to stop being a perfuse liar? Grow up Please! Love Dad"

-Jan. 23, 2013 1:37AM

Get it?

Email from Dad: 

Subject: Who can get over child being kidnapped? Get it?

"Hello dear,  I wish you could get over all your Daddy issues! I wish I could get over my daughter being kidnapped & brainwashed that you will realize one day and know what it did to me? Sorry I do have problems after having so many problems seeing so much bad happen to my friends and family by blacks that doesn't just go away but I still say I've never been prejudice at heart, just get very upset when I think of it all and the memories flood back, hard to contain myself, same with your mother.  I'll never hate anyone deep down and always want good for all and to happen!  Same as I want for you no matter what you say or do! I care too much so it comes out too over the top? When things mean a lot to you it's hard to keep under control when you only see it out of control all the time! Family mean anything to you yet? Miss you bad! Missed your life, bad! Love Dad"

-Jan. 23, 2013 12:33AM 

No conscience

Text from Dad: 

"How can any1 get over having ur kid kidnaped then u treat me worse than a deadbeat dad just like u always wanted 2 right? No conscience, sheruinedU 2wards dads"

-Jan. 11, 2013 11:58PM

Kid kidnapped

Text from Dad: 

" Ud think having ur kid kidnapped is bad but find it & it never talks 2 u right & only calls u names & wants 2 hate u? What mom make dad in ur eyes while captive?"

-Jan. 10, 2013 10:59AM