Sunday, January 27, 2013

Whats so broken n you

Text from Dad: 

"All I ever dreamed of is oneday having my family whole & happy. Penny has ruined you on everything family. Now only think of how to meand whats so broken n you"

-Jan. 27, 2013 11:08PM 

Blood relatives are the Only Real relatives!

Text from Dad: 

"Does God matter to you? You're parents, only Real brother you have? If you can marry your brother then he really isn't your brother! Quit being srewedup &missi"

-Jan. 27, 2013 11:15AM

"Blood relatives are the Only Real relatives! Haven't you lived enough lies in your life time? Missed enough of who will matter most when you get older & wake up"

-Jan. 27, 2013 12:58PM 

"Guilt was my only defense against this unGodly evil thinking& u say y have trained yourself not to feel it? What options r left for a Dad of kidnapped child?"

-Jan. 27, 2013 7:36PM

Full of prejudices!

Email from Dad: 

**WARNING: Explicit language**

Subject: Never play with your only brother, Dad because you all full of prejudices!

"No Parent can handle kidnapped brain washed to hate you child U think? She caused that in you way before you ever met me and you even told me you would never want to do more than meet the dad you thought was so why you think that feeling would go away or not be pushed onto me? That is what you did as you wanted me to be a prejudice person that is nuts, I admit I get talking about all the prejudice things I seen and had happen to me and my friends and family and I start to be but I know I never am and never will be no matter who try's to make me. You have a Bunch done to you by any family, race or creed and you will not be talking well of them, that is why I never talk about it because it makes me so mad! and then your deemed a bad prejudice person of all who are like that, that is what your doing. Only excuses for you not being caring as you mom made you not feel anything for us, only deep down hatred that you don't realize and why you turn it into not liking me for, one day you will! One day you will appreciate a dad who cared for you, tried so hard to have you caring about your family that seems to be beyond your conscience that you said was able to turn off? That was all I had left to get thru to you but mom got it all worked out so we never matter as she said she would. You just never get it, anything? One day you will and it will hit you like a ton of bricks and make total sense! I tried to save you from it, who cares? None of your sisters! Talked to Madison's ass, boy what another messed up lied to winner? Lied to by you! When are you going to stop being a perfuse liar? Grow up Please! Love Dad"

-Jan. 23, 2013 1:37AM

Get it?

Email from Dad: 

Subject: Who can get over child being kidnapped? Get it?

"Hello dear,  I wish you could get over all your Daddy issues! I wish I could get over my daughter being kidnapped & brainwashed that you will realize one day and know what it did to me? Sorry I do have problems after having so many problems seeing so much bad happen to my friends and family by blacks that doesn't just go away but I still say I've never been prejudice at heart, just get very upset when I think of it all and the memories flood back, hard to contain myself, same with your mother.  I'll never hate anyone deep down and always want good for all and to happen!  Same as I want for you no matter what you say or do! I care too much so it comes out too over the top? When things mean a lot to you it's hard to keep under control when you only see it out of control all the time! Family mean anything to you yet? Miss you bad! Missed your life, bad! Love Dad"

-Jan. 23, 2013 12:33AM 

Monday, January 14, 2013

Nightmare

Text from Dad: 

"First u need 2 realize I'm ur parent & then u were held captive & then all the rest would make sense! More reason for me 2 want this nightmare overwith & hurtby"


-Jan. 14, 2013 8:02AM

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Love Dad!

Texts from Dad: 

"How could u ever dump ur mom? How could u ever do the same 2 dad especially after what mom did 2 dad? U know what dysfunctional family is that u live"


-Jan. 12, 2013 12:17AM

"We had a very great chance at being a happy family with both sides if we had a very serious talk first! Why u think mom ran away. U been so lost & wrong thats y"

-Jan. 12, 2013 11:53AM

"U try 2 make things there not & would never ever work! Knowing the truth & going from there in a loving way is the way 2 go! Grow up & start new! Love Dad!"

-Jan. 12, 2013 11:59AM

No conscience

Text from Dad: 

"How can any1 get over having ur kid kidnaped then u treat me worse than a deadbeat dad just like u always wanted 2 right? No conscience, sheruinedU 2wards dads"


-Jan. 11, 2013 11:58PM

Friday, January 11, 2013

Kid kidnapped

Text from Dad: 

" Ud think having ur kid kidnapped is bad but find it & it never talks 2 u right & only calls u names & wants 2 hate u? What mom make dad in ur eyes while captive?"


-Jan. 10, 2013 10:59AM

Blatent kidnapper!

Text from Dad: 

"Penny is a blatent kidnapper! I figured shed go back 2 the mistake thing Only for conscience sake! What she said was Never a mistake! Ever! Ruined U 2wards Dady"


-Jan. 9, 2013 1:03PM

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Righting her wrong?

Text from Dad: 

"What do u call a mother when u ask her for help with ur daughter she calls the police on u? Call that righting her wrong? Look at what she did 2 u & me!"


-Jan. 9, 2013 12:50AM

Why do it if not wanted?

Email from Dad: 

**WARNING: Explicit language**


Subject: If Really messed up U draw all Dads attention! Why do it if not wanted?


"If ur Really messed up U will draw all your caring Dads attention! Duh! Why do it if not wanting it? I know you do but been so conflicted by the other side, the life of lies deep in you and then realize just how bad you been if what I said is true and then hide your head and go into denial! That is the same thing your mom did! Why all keep up the horrific acts towards just another loving, caring parent? Your Dad has always been there for you & will be even more so if your really messed up and you couldn't be more so and that's a Fact! If U don't want me all consumed then why cause just what will draw All of my attention because Dad Will Always be there for U, very caring of your well being & especially your soul! You let a life of lies & brain washing make it out to being everything but what it plainly is? Caring Dearly! Fact! Especially Dad being made out to being anything less than being a very caring of his child Parent/Father will hurt him immeasurably! See what a life of lies Will cause because if you weren't brought up like that, grew up with us you would want to know what caused what might disturb you, not make up everything under the sun to hate me for! That's the huge difference and proof just how brain washed you are! Fact, I care, I'm your parent, always have been, the one who is suppose to care and will only be one who will over anyone else on the planet that you will find out about one day, hopefully not too late and then mentally screwed up for life after your immoral actions done set in and then there's nothing you can ever do to make up for it once your chance is gone! You've had a life of feeling abandonment, even by your own mom from what you told me but she picked up on that and all she done and she is able to be around you and made good use of it and you two made up big time that is great but I also see she took what was going out in you for your dad and sucked up every drop of it she could all for her benefit and left me dry again and kept up the cutting me down that brought back every bad feeling she ever caused you to have for me by her life of lies. Her selfish ass has stolen all our family love you might ever have had for us since you were born to even when I came. Ruining what I am and look like to you in your mind so bad all you done is look for reasons to hate me and even told me so and if you don't believe me you want me to quote you? I know she messed you up but you refused to be cooperative the entire time really! TRY for Once! Love Dad"


-Jan. 8 2013, 1:50PM 

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

All my attention?

Text from Dad: 

" Ur Dads always there for U! Why U have all my attention? Cus u been horribly messed up! Why draw it if U don't want it? Inside u do, bained washed 2 not?"


-Jan. 8, 2013 11:12AM

A must see! Do!

Email from Dad: 

Subject: A must see! Do!



-Jan. 6, 2013 9:41PM

Only Knowledge and truth will set you/us free!

Email from Dad: 

**WARNING: Explicit language**


Subject: Only Knowledge will set you/us free!


"Going back to the beginning. My love for you was developed when you were born! Greatly intensified by being told she wanted to never let any of us meet or even tell me if you were a girl or boy much less your name that I got from investigating, talking to the hospital were you were born to make sure you were mine so I Wasn't some ass before I took her to court that I did set up but then had no money to pay for and had tried to do ever since but adding back child support, present and court cost it was always way out of my reach even father as time went on that I thought then! Your bonded way more to me than a normal parent and his love for his child but is a good thing as it some times takes a tragic accident to cause in others to make them that close! I'm sorry Penny did just the opposite to you, driving the biggest wedge she ever could insert between us in your mind with lies! You have to get over the lies and know they were, you don't have to hate her for having problems back then as you make it out to what you would do if you let the Real truth in. Plus now you'll look bad for how you been to me and just make up reason after reason to hate me but cause me to say and do everything you don't like, yes you say just the right thing and I will have say just what your going to dislike like saying your mom did it, not I or try to combat what you know is horribly insensitive to me and know I'm just a dad of a kidnapped girl, how else would any man act if his kid was kidnapped or doesn't fathers have feeling? You make men/fathers out to be cold and heartless and said they were to me and now as if you want to hurt their/my very soul so bad I can't handle it. It's one thing your mom doing it but you join in is just nothing I can handle without flipping my lid over! You said one time and I took it as you hated dads, remember the miss birthdays, don't come around much and of course everyone thought you had the worst of them all and you prove that has always bubbled up in you! ALL LIES By Your Loving Mother! Hated Dad Because of her! You make it boil up in me when I believe in God and make it his place to punish if he sees fit and I'm just suppose to forgive and forget! Just as I do but have problems with when I think of all the prejudice blacks I met and seen rape pillage and kill people on. That's why I try not to talk about it because it brings up hatred of the evil they and your mom has done! You force me to go there, talk about her, I NEVER Wanted to but have to because she fills you with lies! But I don't want to hate her or anyone! God takes care of them all! It's not up to us or you to punish me for what I never did or not bond with because of some sick lies and crap you been brought up by! Truth is your my long lost child I been dying to unite with as any parent is with there child much less a kidnapped one, so much more important for me and you, you just don't know anything yet and been ruined to try or trust Daddy! Why do you burden me so? Hurt me so, you draw my attention and then hurt me with never talking and when you did it was always so hurtful and run away so I can't even combat or even comment on it to try to change your messed up way of thinking your mom put in you long ago! Brain washed so bad you care less what you do to me or what happens to me and your brother and the rest here obviously? Only a real caring action by you can prove me wrong, I been right about everything, that is what kills you the most as you try to ruin who I am and what I am and is compared to who you thought was the best parent I proved you had ass backwards your whole life and especially you seem to not take being duped well. God takes care of all, I hope he is easy on you but then you will feel as if what you done was ok if you don't have or feel bad or bad things happen to you because of doing such immoral things to me along with everyone over there is lies to and misguided but never give way to be immoral to anyone for any reason! Not one! Even if the brake one of the ten commandments as you are every day of your life you leave me hurting from you and your moms actions. That is the same as killing someone everyday you know? I guess not? God forgives as I always want to! But you have to ask and then prove it by your actions immediately! Like proving you care! Below is what I started writing earlier but it always go arye and usually just delete it as you never read anything anyway because you can handle the truth in any form because you have went so arye! When are you going to be ready to help your self and me/us! Your family mend?
Love Dad
Taking a peaceful vaca away from Everyone is the best thing u can do before you ever can think clearly?
We never had to have a discussion but when you do & say what you have then we Have to have one! YOU Force me to try to combat all the lies your mom obviously brought you up by. Pitting you against me that you prove has affected you so bad, you Never even Let me defend one thing or change your mind in anyway, that is as bad pitted against a person as anyone ever could be! Worse than cults ruining children against there family's so only they don't matter? Don't you get it, see it? If you never have a discussion so no one who knows the truth and is willing to try to help change your life long mind set, then you prove your pitted/brain washed as you won't Let anyone change your mind, so you feel righteous about mom and now your all being cruel basically? If you went to church like you said you did then God will always bother your conscience about it! You can't get far enough away from it no matter how far you go! Funny, the father you do get away the worse it gets especially if you can't get back here easily! Taking Peaceful vacations away from everyone is the best thing for you usually where there is NO interference by either side, then you know who is good and who you should be spending time with for now. Like the Dad who was done so wrong that even if it was a mistake can never not make anyone to not want to make up for what was done to him and account for the hurt and pain or abandonment you now put on him that is so hurtful, painful and you act like I'm out of line? Only Everyone over there is and you know it and hurt by it especially when I found you was lying to them and then get so caught up in it all you forgot what lie you told who and who you was talking to and I called you on all your lies and then you all look bad so you go back to hiding your head in the dirt. I understand every drop of it and what caused it, mom in a nut shell and her making me out to be nothing to you just as she even told me she was going to do but I refused to believe it and tried my best to make sure your spirit was always alive here but didn't realize how badly ours were not there, well was just ruined us beyond repair especially when you never let us repair it! You said you didn't know if you wanted to have us and THEY Caused so much trouble you didn't want to deal with it, also pitted and guilt tripped you into believing only who you grew up with is suppose to matter and Not Family? If family matters and is important to you then everyone of us should matterjust as much to you and want each one to love you as much as each one over there does! You can Never say were not family when you were held illegally against your other Parents will! That is as far from abandoning you as you can get but just how you treat me as if I did! That Changes Everything that you just don't seem to get?? You also don't get when your lacking so many family members creates such a void of family members you try to replace them with others but you never can say I'm not your Parent/Dad especially after what your mom did to me! Do I have to keep saying that which you hate but cause me to do at every turn, then say I'm trying to pit you against her, it is so nuts, wake up on what your doing and causing and watch what You say if don't like what will no doubt be said back? I think it's what's inside you that causes it, internal sensors look for the truth and whos lying by what you should know will be my reactions after says things to who never did to you what your mom put deep in you, making me hurt and then in turn angers me when anyone is hurt and Have to say something and you have a life of lies making you hate me your whole life and keeps coming out in you that you seem to want to deny, prove me a bad guy and have stretched things to so far fetched as being me it's gotten ridiculous! You know what she did deep down and don't have to look far for proof, just look at how she's been to Madison's dad, that hatred always showed until I came and should know it came down on me as I came in the picture in the height of her hatred for him came out when you were born and even thinking of me as just another Madison dad and child by she was going to have to deal with was totally unacceptable for her at the time! Truth hurts but you don't have to send the messenger to the hospital because you don't like or want to believe it do you? Not much needed to be said really but you let the scare you and get so protective! Just knowing there was a mistake should have changed you totally and been here every day for awhile any way showing us how much of a loving caring person you are and wanting it all mended and forgotten! You instead turned it into a super heightened hurtful thing keeping you on the top of our list of conciseness because of how messed up you are and there were keeping you in the state of! Never even wanting you to talk to us so you won't become attached, remember you saying that but then listened to lies again as they worked on you and never letting me comment! You sat right there and heard your mom change her story of when we meet, all of a sudden she remembered?? We got together after Halloween, she said all of a sudden that is when we quit going out, didn't that sound funny? Didn't the DNA test prove just how much she has lied and manipulated you that you hate to ever think she did/done/doing to you? What she has/is/doing to you Drives me nut when you never ever talked to me really in your life! How fair has that been? How do you let it go on for another minute" 

-Jan. 6, 2013 2:47PM 

Hurt people in ur wake?

Text from Dad: 

"U have a habit of leaving horrifically hurt people in ur wake? U don't even care about family! What have u done to the other 1/2 of ur family at times? I care!U"


-Jan. 7, 2013 10:43PM

Sunday, January 6, 2013

God help us!!

Texts from Dad: 

"U ur self said u wait 2 long! Didn't get 2 show u cared? Penny caused so much pain u don't want 2 fathom! U hurt me making me mad then bad for it? God help us!!"


-Jan. 6, 2013 8:57AM

"If U only care about mom & her family side then U prove ur Pitted against us cus no one dumps their family for any other reason especialy after finding she lied"

-Jan. 6, 2013 10:44AM

"How do U defend NEVER having a discussion with ur parent about ur problems & the 2 times u did u only lied? Who is messed, who u messing up? Everyone! Even U!"


-Jan. 6, 2013 10:53AM

"If u don't even give Dad a chance 2 channge ur mind then u prove mom pitted u against me! Dare u 2 have a discussion! 2 scared you'll look bad, 2 late!Try Now"


-Jan. 6, 2013 11:09AM

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Raised 2 hate

Texts from Dad: 

"Coming over never showed u cared when u refuse 2 talk 2 me about Big problems then call me names. How long can U go with lies about Dad who shouldn't matter?"


-Jan. 5, 2012 1:51AM

"If ur raised 2 hate/not care about other parent isn't that total brain washing & pittning u against me when I say one bad word about it/her, who deserves what??"


-Jan. 5, 2013 12:23PM

Friday, January 4, 2013

How do I imprint on u..?

Text from Dad: 

" How do I imprint on u on how 2 b loving & caring when u never care but for ur self, being selfish like mom teaches & not care how horribly it affects others?"


-Jan. 3, 2013 8:56PM

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Grinch Stole All My Christmases

Text from Dad:

"Penny/Grinch Stole All My Christmas's that is suppose 2 be all about family but she stole My Family member & brain washed U to care about ur other family!"


-Jan. 2, 2013 9:09PM

Another Year

Email from Dad: 

Subject: Another Year of the Immoral Family acts against the other side?


"No one Can Ever make what is going on Not blatant immoral acts against the other side of Your family all because of Penny's LIFE Long lies! I was there and Know she lied to all of but it might not seem so much of a lie because I knew if she had any morals her self she would run to the, I was mistaken, to feel free from what she said that was blatantly NO Mistake for why she was doing to me what she wished she did to Madison's dad! He wasn't giving her any money and had to pass her off all the time costing her! I met a tons of girls who always dream a getting a rich man and having them make there lives easier and she wasn't going to have the last child deal ever turn out like that! But she was going to be so generous to me as she told me she didn't want any money, how nice!? How sick? No one can take my child and I not care or ever want it growing up with that type mentality!!! I want my child to have morals that you prove you easily can make up reasons to be immoral if need be, just like your mom has done!!!! God Help You MY Child! God let me help you! I can help you out tremendously but never can as long as your so brain washed (Pitted) against me! Been since birth the way she raised you and can Never say I tried to pit you against her as she proves that is all she has ever done to you against me! You seemed very embarrassed by them and should be but I know how to make them think, make them change there way just like you need to do but you never give me credit or even recognition of even being a decent person worth knowing. You hurt me so bad I can't take it, what do you really expect after do and say the things you have and then just turned into everything that come out of your mouth was a lie? I see a ton of stuff that has gone on that has put you in turmoil, you get mad at being caught in lies repeatedly then just brake off all contact? It makes me think you want to go back to on ly being a dad hater that you expressed when we first talked! That's all you know and never want to ever think dads can be of Great assistance, knowledge, help, fix anything?? I been around way longer that you been alive! I lived what your are living and way way past how old you are now! Life never changes as much as young people think, it's always pretty much the same things older people have lived thru and with and have great knowledge of what be the best way top proceed and will have the best turn out that you can never know if never experienced before! That is why you should always talk to older people, not peers who are at a loss also. Parents are the best but Penny is tainted bad by what is going on so should never talk to her about any of it really?? I'm the one who deserves all your attention and being asked how to proceed for the best of both side but she has you thinking I'm the bad guy or could be, could be if I was wanting retribution but haven't I Tried to make it clear I just want healing of both sides but only been attacked by everyone on the other side, even on face book by Tasha as if I should be there for you because I never was before. Sick illiterate thing to say! She know what your mom did in anyway?? Your the same way really, you act as if nothing changed when Everything did! Even if it was a mistake still means a Horrible injustice was done to me/us and really messed us both up bad in our own way. You as the little abandon child everyone probably babied and turned out ok, seem a bit like the spoiled obstinate child? Me, I was living this horrible crap of having my child kidnapped and Never could do anything about it no matter who I talked to! The government hands were tied as long as she wouldn't put me down as a possible father after I pointed out to her you were born exactly nine months later from when she told me she lost the other one I guess was after you were born and she put all the lies down on who was the father as she tried to hide who she first thought was with putting a whole bunch down I guess trying to keep him from having to pay like she told me she was doing for me, so nice?? She flat out wouldn't have another Madison dad deal! That made me trying anything illegal the way it was set up! I got a lawyer and then couldn't pay his huge fees and then everything was illegal without her permission! You let her get away with it and actually became great friends after being mad at her when I came after what she did, God is going to mess up your whole life as long as you keep with being immoral against me! Everything starting to not work out for you, guess why? Do the right then things will change, God rules, you or your mom don't or will get away with it! I have always been really scared for both of you! I been praying for all of you but that can only stave off crap for so long when your doing such immoral acts! Love Dad"

-Jan. 2, 2013 12:53PM 


*Some background...


Madison is my older sister, who lived in a joint custody agreement between her father's and our mother's houses. She lived part of the week with us and part of the week with her father. 


Tasha is effectively my aunt. However, biologically my younger sister's dad's sister... still with me? I actually was unaware of the communications between Tasha and my father prior to this email. 

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Going to be a happy new year?

Email from Dad:

Subject: Going to be a happy new year?


"Going to be a happy new year or another full of lies and atrocities against humanity much less your own Daddy and make me bad for being horribly affected by what your mom did your sense humanity towards your own parent? When are you growing up and being a caring sensitive towards what happen to others adult or back to plain as day obstinate selfish Child with big time hate in your heart as you even told me ands then treated me as if I inherited your moms life of lies of who should be hated and never listened to as she directed you right down the path of self destruction from being guilt ridden and not doing what you know you should have? I seen Plenty of lost souls Just Like Yours! Daddy Can Save You if you let him be there for you once in your life, well anyone let me be there for you once in your life! Love Dad"


-New Years Eve Dec. 31, 2012 9:39PM 

Immoral acts

Text from Dad: 

"Another year of the immoral family act? against the other side because of a selfish parents act & atempt 2 save face making immoral acts seem ok?? Never can be!"


-Jan. 2, 2013 11:49AM

Your all still brain washed?

Text from Dad:

"How do u make any immoral action OK? That's what Penny has caused in u u know? Everyone on myside knows! Your all still brain washed? Wake up, grow up! Love Dad"


-Jan. 2, 2013 9:59AM


*Penny = My Mother