Monday, December 31, 2012

Messed up butt

Texts from Dad: 

"I'll always love you no matter what & only want to help u more as I see how messed up by mom u r! Y do U only want me thinking of ur messed up butt all the time??"


-Dec. 30, 2012 11:23PM

I want 2 forgive!

Texts from Dad: 

"I'll Always be here forU no matter what! I understand, I wish u would! I can never not care for U or even ur mom that might be hard 2 believe? I want 2 forgive!"


-Dec. 27, 2012 8:03PM

Deny all

Texts from Dad: 

"Sorry I always loved my child that turned out 2 b nothing like u! I never thought shed b a cruel selfish 1 & deny all like her mother so she b a hater&immoral!"


-Dec. 26, 2012 2:37AM

Merry Christmas!

Texts from Dad: 

"U know u could never creuler 2 a humane in ur life! Daddyalways loved &cared about u & this is how u return the love because of mommy lies!"

-Christmas Day 2012 9:22AM


"Merry Christmas! Even though you don't wish me to have one or even your real brother! One day u will see what mom did 2 u against me, not me try 2 do 2 her!"

-Christmas Day 2012 11:56AM


"Fine, u don't want ur own family ur mom didn't want u 2 meet/have anything else is a lie, I was there! live it with clean conscience? God have mercy on ur soul!"

-Christmas Day 2012 8:38PM


Not me!

Texts from Dad:

"Dumping brother & Dad again on xmas, all because what mom did 2 ur brain Not me! If u grew up here like u were supose 2 none this would b going on, fact!Lovedad"

-Christmas Eve 2012 12:59AM


"Why doesn't immoral injustice bother u? It aways has me duh! Just denying  Everything? Life of wanting 2 hate dad from her life of lies seems more the case here."

-Christmas Eve 12:49PM

Translation

This blog is verbatim the correspondence between my biological father and I, with the exception of names being changed for the privacy of outside individuals. Any misspellings or seemingly unintelligible texts/emails appeared as such during the correspondence.

The conundrum between Robert and I began four years ago, right before my 18th birthday. This was when I discovered that the man on my birth certificate, whom I had also never met, was not my biological father. However, after a paternity test, Robert was confirmed my biological father and I agreed to meet with him for the first time.

Everything went down hill from there.

I tried to stay open minded, but Richard made it very difficult. This blog consists of the correspondences of today that are the remnants of our relationship and are indicative of the way he has talked to me and treated me from the beginning.

I hope anyone with family or relationship issues can find solace knowing that you are not alone.